Thursday, June 30, 2011

The knee bone's connected to the...

I’ve decided that I have either been reading too much or perhaps too little about this whole MDS.  The more I read the more freaked out I get, the more freaked out I get the more I shut off the computer and stay away from reading. 
When I say freaked out I don’t mean I’m sitting here screaming, crying, and flailing my arms or any other weird thing like that.  I just mean I get that kind of sick feeling in my stomach.  I guess that’s God’s way of telling me I’ve read enough.

Tomorrow is my doctor’s appointment with Dr. Gershner.  Bill’s coming from St. Louis and Liz will be going with me.  I won’t be reminding Jake of it, I’ll share what I want with him when I get home.

One other thing I learned today while waiting for a client to finish work.  If your knee goes out of joint, screaming loudly and pounding your fist on the dash of the car does not help it to miraculously go back into place.  Begging doesn’t help either, or trying to walk it off like you would a Charlie Horse.  If this ever happens to you, sit…wait…don’t panic.  It will eventually go back by itself, of course when you feel completely defeated.  Life is so funny sometimes.  When the whole ordeal was over I sat laughing to myself in the car.  Three people saw me and wondered what in the hell I was laughing at.  I love it when people wonder stuff like that.

Before I stop today I just want to thank someone here at work for not being afraid of asking me things.  Actually it makes me feel better when people do.  I know this person isn’t just being nosey, she’s a caring person, I hear her everyday.  So…Rachel, thank you.  You need to know I appreciate you.  J

Smiles always….

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